So today (18th June) is Autistic Pride Day. I figured I'll scribble something and in a year come back to it and see if my viewpoints changed. I change opinions a lot, but at the core I do not feel like I am a different person than I was when I was 10 for example. …
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The trust fall. Meditation: Our Sacred Earth
I went to my first Osho meditation (Our Sacred Earth) few days ago, with a friend, and I feel like I do need to let a bit of this experience out. Perhaps it will motivate someone to try it out. We went to a group meditation hosted by a couple that is very experienced with …
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Narcissistic abuse: an afterword
Please enjoy this beautiful music. The topic came up recently when I renewed contact with one of my friends from years ago, and I went through the post I've made 2 years ago: I've been a best friend of a pathological narcissist. As my friend mentioned there is a lot of general information, but also …
On the spectrum
If you're the type of person who enjoys a coming out, this post is for you. I have been getting ready to face the reality more publicly, and it took a bit of time to adjust myself to the news. Long story short: I am on autistic spectrum. And very typically for a woman, I …
Pandemic life updates
Happy Children's Day to everyone. I will take this opportunity to write a small (is it really small though, I have to write two posts) update, as I am one of those people who feel like ancient beings and permanent children at the same time. An ancient child, if you will. I've always been very …
Halloween 2020
Despite the lockdown and the pandemic, 2020 turned out to be the best year for me so far. So many good things have happened it is overwhelming, and I am genuinely happy. Halloween this year was supposed to be all stay at home and maybe watch 'Nightmare Before Christmas' or 'Corpse Bride' for the hundredth …
A journey from mind prison to mind palace
It's been a few challenging months. I am not even going to touch right now on what is happening on the political scene. Today's post is about positivity and healing, not 'things that will enrage me even more'. A month ago I started attending drawing classes. My doctors have advised me to finally go to …
My favorites of 2019
The end of the year is coming. I thought it would be fun to make a summary of what were my favorite things this year. Some of them I knew for years, and some I discovered just recently. Book: The Rise of Lykos by William Theodore Savage (2018) I have waited so impatiently for this …
