I am going to vent about my continuous progress with recovery from my disordered eating, while setting the goal to keep a skinny figure. I will mention numbers, I will post pictures of my body goals (tw: thinspiration). If you feel like this might sabotage your own recovery, please do not read further. My approach …
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My favorites of 2019
The end of the year is coming. I thought it would be fun to make a summary of what were my favorite things this year. Some of them I knew for years, and some I discovered just recently. Book: The Rise of Lykos by William Theodore Savage (2018) I have waited so impatiently for this …
Ranting about politics – Polish elections 2019
On occasion that the parliment elections in Poland are coming up (13/10/2019), I went through some of the slogans of the parties that compete with the one I support, and got myself into plenty of arguments with people to figure out what they are thinking. I was not very happy with the results. As all …
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Date night: Joker
This post will contain massive spoilers, do not read further if you haven't seen the movie. If you have or don't mind, enjoy. For starters I will just say that I enjoyed this movie like very few. It immediately became one of my close favorites. I'd say half of the movie was made by the …
A day in life with Fibromyalgia
The alarm goes off. You wake up exhausted. More than you were when you went to bed. Your body is stiff. The skin on your arms feel like there are ants all over it. On your legs it's numb. You only feel a sharp pain going through your sciatic nerve in your left leg. Fingers …
Diagnosis? Womanhood.
This post will be about an outrageous incident that happened to me recently, describing what a woman can hear from a medical professional in XXI century. If anyone was still skeptical whether we still need feminism, or what is the point of sexual education, I hope after reading it the answer will be obvious. Disclaimer: …
How can we benefit from spiritual practices
First I would like to point out that everybody believes in something. And often those beliefs are not so fully rational as another person might want it to be. We cannot fully separate our feelings from the reason, this just is not how our brain and body works. We are wired to react to emotions …
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Progress with recovery
I am very happy to report that I think this is it. I think that the major problem that I had with my body is finally resolved. Ever since I was a child I had troubles with eating, which resulted in me being very underweight, often fainting, weak-hearted, dehydrated, anemic, etc. Since I was 14 …
Going to church for the first time in a while
Recently I had two family events that required me to go to church. To clarify, the anecdote is about the Roman-Catholic church. Probably the most vicious and hypocritical cult, or maybe I say so just because I haven't been personally exposed to any others. Regardless, my experience with it is pretty outrageous, from singular incidents …
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The Way Of The Child
I have changed. Three utterly useless words, that inspired me to write this post. It obviously makes sense to use when you are describing the change in yourself within certain time frames, your values perhaps may have evolved, you educated yourself more, you changed your habits, etc. But this is not the case I am …
