I have decided with my husband to have a child. After years and years of talking it through, considering all possible scenarios, and a year spent on very active discussions and mapping I have finally reached the conclusion that the 60% of pros outweigh the 40% of cons, and there are few key reasons for …
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It’s Autistic Pride Day
So today (18th June) is Autistic Pride Day. I figured I'll scribble something and in a year come back to it and see if my viewpoints changed. I change opinions a lot, but at the core I do not feel like I am a different person than I was when I was 10 for example. …
The trust fall. Meditation: Our Sacred Earth
I went to my first Osho meditation (Our Sacred Earth) few days ago, with a friend, and I feel like I do need to let a bit of this experience out. Perhaps it will motivate someone to try it out. We went to a group meditation hosted by a couple that is very experienced with …
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Narcissistic abuse: an afterword
Please enjoy this beautiful music. The topic came up recently when I renewed contact with one of my friends from years ago, and I went through the post I've made 2 years ago: I've been a best friend of a pathological narcissist. As my friend mentioned there is a lot of general information, but also …
On the spectrum
If you're the type of person who enjoys a coming out, this post is for you. I have been getting ready to face the reality more publicly, and it took a bit of time to adjust myself to the news. Long story short: I am on autistic spectrum. And very typically for a woman, I …
Pandemic life updates
Happy Children's Day to everyone. I will take this opportunity to write a small (is it really small though, I have to write two posts) update, as I am one of those people who feel like ancient beings and permanent children at the same time. An ancient child, if you will. I've always been very …
How our history ends
I don't have good news. Well, that's not entirely true, I guess the good news is that most of the things people worry nowadays will never happen. What is a terrible news is why they are not going to happen. We worry about our digital security. That the Internet of Things will be the end …
Happy Belated Valentine’s Day!
I am late with the post, but who gives a shit. I just wanted to make a wish for anyone reading this, and anyone in general. We have all had some inadequate experiences in dating, so let me address this. I want all of you to find someone or already in someone, safety, happiness, the …
Just a difficult day
Everything was going so well for quite a while. Each time it gets worse it catches me by surprise. Every time I hope it's the last, but then it never is. I got used to being always tired, always sleepy, as if all my energy got sucked away. The pills make me functional just enough, …
For when you’re not doing okay
Progress is never linear, neither is health. We keep circulating around the homeostasis, balancing out with the medication and treatments, for a while we feel almost normal, but then the moment comes when you hit another low, and you never know when it will end. You lose yourself in the pain, in the anxiety, you …
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