I am late with the post, but who gives a shit. I just wanted to make a wish for anyone reading this, and anyone in general. We have all had some inadequate experiences in dating, so let me address this. I want all of you to find someone or already in someone, safety, happiness, the …
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Just a difficult day
Everything was going so well for quite a while. Each time it gets worse it catches me by surprise. Every time I hope it's the last, but then it never is. I got used to being always tired, always sleepy, as if all my energy got sucked away. The pills make me functional just enough, …
For when you’re not doing okay
Progress is never linear, neither is health. We keep circulating around the homeostasis, balancing out with the medication and treatments, for a while we feel almost normal, but then the moment comes when you hit another low, and you never know when it will end. You lose yourself in the pain, in the anxiety, you …
Things to do this autumn / winter – 2020/2021
The seasonal depression, lockdown grim, the political tragedy, and all that keeping us from fighting the ever-speeding global warming and inevitable extinction, everything is working in favor of us to really not enjoy this time of the year. You might feel hopeless and powerless, and it is perfectly justified since there is so little we …
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Halloween 2020
Despite the lockdown and the pandemic, 2020 turned out to be the best year for me so far. So many good things have happened it is overwhelming, and I am genuinely happy. Halloween this year was supposed to be all stay at home and maybe watch 'Nightmare Before Christmas' or 'Corpse Bride' for the hundredth …
A journey from mind prison to mind palace
It's been a few challenging months. I am not even going to touch right now on what is happening on the political scene. Today's post is about positivity and healing, not 'things that will enrage me even more'. A month ago I started attending drawing classes. My doctors have advised me to finally go to …
print(“Hello, World!”)
Long time no see. Today's post is just going to be a slice of life. With new full-time job, and all the university stuff I have very little time to myself nowadays, so writing and other creative pursuits were pushed to the end of the queue for me. However, the exams finally ended, I am …
Veganuary: Start off the New Year with sustainable and ethical happiness
I happily encourage you to try including some vegan propaganda in your New Year resolutions. What's better than aiming at making out future better, healthier, cleaner, and more mindful? Restaurants, food, droolingRecently I am visiting more and more places in Warsaw (Poland) that offer vegan options, or are fully plant-based. It came to my attention …
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I’ve been a best friend of a pathological Narcissist for seven years – here’s what I learned
This is the story I chose to left behind couple of years ago. I intended to never go back to it, as I felt I have paid more than enough time, mental energy and resources to it, and the best course for me would have been to just slam the door behind me, and move …
The end game for ED recovery
I am going to vent about my continuous progress with recovery from my disordered eating, while setting the goal to keep a skinny figure. I will mention numbers, I will post pictures of my body goals (tw: thinspiration). If you feel like this might sabotage your own recovery, please do not read further. My approach …